Some things have to change...mostly me. I have to make some changes in my life so that my future will be better. God is with me and he gives me the strength to triumph...so this will be no different. I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. I will overcome. His strength will be made perfect in my weakness. So...what to do now. Go about my days and just wait for a change of heart or a change in desire? Pray harder, pray better, live better, act better, trust God more, depend on my own willpower less. Yes, those are all good things but the bottom line is....I'm getting older and if I want to live healthy...I have to change. I must do this for myself and for Bo. We are the temples of the Holy Ghost.
Lord, help me to remember who I am. I am your temple. I am your representative. I want to represent you well. Help me to depend on you when I am weak and to focus on you...and your power to change me. Amen.